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&lt;p&gt;Look, my cat! I&amp;#39;m really kind of addicted to this &amp;#39;adding image&amp;#39; feature of vox. It&amp;#39;s pretty &lt;em&gt;swanky&lt;/em&gt;. Also, I&amp;#39;ve having a really random converstion with &lt;a href=&quot;http://paz.vox.com/&quot; class=&quot;enclosure-inline-user&quot; at:enclosure=&quot;inline-user&quot; at:user-xid=&quot;6p00c225203863f219&quot; at:screen-name=&quot;sara&quot; at:delegate=&quot;people-connect&quot; at:user-pic=&quot;http://up3.vox.com/6a00c225203863f21900c22520353f549d-75si&quot; &gt;sara&lt;/a&gt; right now. I&amp;#39;ve figured out I can&amp;#39;t type the word gum at all. First I typed &amp;quot;gym&amp;quot; and then &amp;quot;guy&amp;quot;. I fail! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Last night I was hanging out with a couple of friends and we were talking about an array of topics. My friend Lauren has come up with a new term. She labels people cucumbers who deal with their problems internally or just brush them off. I&amp;#39;m not sure where the term comes from, but she said she imagines people (most of her friends) with these green complexions walking around. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Supposedly I&amp;#39;m the epitome of a cucumber because I have a philosophy that states: If something happens to you that won&amp;#39;t be affecting you in ten years you probably shouldn&amp;#39;t worry too much about said problem at the time. This mainly helps me deal with rejectioins and people snubbing me because chances are I won&amp;#39;t be affected by those actions ten years down the road. Occurances like losing one&amp;#39;s job, or a limb, or developing cancer would be stuff to worry about because those will definitely affect one&amp;#39;s life in ten years. Cucumbers are notorious for being emotional husks. They don&amp;#39;t let everyone see their emotions. They don&amp;#39;t wear their heart crap on their sleeves. I&amp;#39;m like this, and I&amp;#39;m rather proud. This isn&amp;#39;t to say I don&amp;#39;t know how to share my emotions. I&amp;#39;m just not so free with them (especially around acquantinces or people I don&amp;#39;t know well). I find it easier, and less burdensome.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Also, thanks goes out to the people who have added me to their neighborhoods! I feel special! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p style=&quot;clear:both;&quot;&gt; 
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